You know, it's kind of scary, knowing that I am going to start my career as a nurse in just a few hours. I'm really worried that people will find out that I am a fake, that I really don't know anything although I look as if I know a lot.
I still don't know the uses of a lot of drugs. I think I am going to look like an idiot when serving medication because I have to keep asking people what each drug is for. That will be so embarrassing.
I still have problem with coordinating the care needed for 12 patients. There's always going to be a few things that I will forget to do and I will get scolded by the staff nurses.
All in all, I am a little comprehensive.
But looking at the bright side, I am going to be financially independent from June onwards. I can finally save up to buy all the things that I have always wanted but did not have the money to buy.
I have always wanted to try those restaurants recommended by magazines and newspapers. The first restaurant I am going to try will be Giovanni's Mediterranean Restaurant, where I used to work as a waitress.
Daddy gave me the new CREATIVE MP3 player he bought a few years back. He said that he bought it at that time with the intention of giving it to me as a gift when I start working. That was so sweet of him!